WEST side story.

Suddenly, i feel like im falling for you. I don't wanna.
I really don't.
Im afraid of falling again, and getting hurt.
I'm resisting myself from falling. I so am.
But, if i cant control myself. too bad. I'll end up liking you so much.

♥ 1/22/2010 08:16:00 PM

I remember the time .
30th OCT.

I promised you something.
It'll all for you.

You'll get it by me wholeheartedly.

You'll love it, TRUST ME.

DAYMN!

I miss you.

''CLOSE YOUR EYES & KISS ME''.

I still am.

I NEED it all back the same.

♥ 12/17/2009 12:33:00 AM

MOHAN. you're a screwed up bastard that i'hv never seen in my entire LIFE.
LIER. PURE LIES. thats it.

Ball-less asshole. WANNA whack a girl? DUMB ASS. screwed up asshole. CHEAP you.

Havent got any comments for you . TRUST me, i'll make shur KARMA hits you so bad.

IT WILL. you'll feel it sooon. aint a sadist. but you will.

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♥ 12/17/2009 12:31:00 AM

I just wishh I could look into your eyes now and say ''I love you''.

I badly need to. It's like i just need you so much.

I want to scream, I want to shout
I want to have faith and never doubt.
I want to bend, I want to break, to sleep and never wake,
to break down walls and to escape,
be alone and hide my face.
I want to feel, I want to touch,
I want to stop wanting you so much.
BUT it's impossible.

♥ 12/13/2009 10:46:00 PM

im sry. shuden have done sucha thing.

anyway, its alright.

I'm leaving.

Thanks for being in my life.

A very goodbye.

I'm leaving, leaving this blog as well.

Takecare! =)

♥ 12/10/2009 08:11:00 PM

Ill just leave.
I need to leave.

My past is back to ruin things more, in this state i am. My decisions made are not thought first.

Everyone's ready to leave me. What more do i need. nothing more. I don't wanna contact anybody anymore.

I don't wish to make peoples life any worst. I don't.
I don't my problems to make people even worst.
I had enough in being a sadist.

WHAT's more for me to do.

I'll give everything people wants to get them to smile. I will & I promise.

I know you're having a test tmr, and i made things worst for you now.
It's better that i leave now then i make things worst for you.

Hate me how much you can. Just do.

I'll miss you so badly.

Just takecare & be happy.
I should never have entered your life. should never have.

♥ 12/09/2009 12:38:00 AM

Those words was all i needed to survive for now.
I'm happy now. i mean partly at least.
So many people's with problems. Oh boy.

What happened to god?

I spoke to him just now. & i swear i was real happy. but ended too quick. It's alright.
Im hoping that all his problems will be over quick. it will.
I miss him.

I just pray that things are better like soon for you.
Seeing you this way, hurts me. yeah it so does.
I just wish to give you a peace of mind.

-
Nicolette, i hope you're fine. im trying to talk out my best to him. it was all my fall girl. all my fault.
i knoww it. i deserve what's back in return for me for doing sucha thing. but, i dint mean it. I dint. i mean, damn! sighs. Im just sorry for being that barrier btw the both of you. Im so sorry .

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though you were apart from me
feelings just kept coming in
kept coming ,that now
I love you so much.

I miss you really so much.

I'm perfectly fine. But just that I don't feel like im completed.
Thats all. =)
You're the last piece i need to fit in.

I miss that smile on your face which you used to have 24/7.
It'll be back. I know.
You have a great smile and a great heart.
Your heart's the reason that today, it made me fall for you this much.

ANYWAY, i wanna see you . I really need to.

AND oh boy, yday's dream was hilarious. i mean today morning's dream. HAHA!

Anyway,

good night.
Im off to sentosaaaaaa laterr. HAH.







I'll miss you as always.

Takecare precious.

♥ 12/08/2009 12:22:00 AM

Oh boy. Im bored.

Well, things are screwed.
I feel so. whatever.

sighs.

When he said'' ok love gtg''

my heart got pumping, i swear.

and when he said'' it was an accident and dint mean it''

My heart died. LOL.

Not died as in died. AS IN you know, DIED. hahaha

Anyway, thanks SHAKIRAA, you gave me oxygen tuh breathe and i gave you. HAHA. thanks sweetheart!

&& well, seriously.

I'm happpy. I'm great and im gooood.
I'hv got nothing to think about. NOTHING AT all. like real.
LOL.
BTW, i feel lifely now. weird i know. but, i am.

SO enthu at 2.30am!
HAHA.
how dumb.

I'm going ecp!
with vinod anneh and darsh and sumi .

Thanks darsh also. You listened and i appreciate that.

&& nicole. im disappointed. im upset. Oh boy.

ANYWAY, i dont wanna think and get my mind screwed.
I just wanna be happy. and i am.
LALALA!

End.of.story. =)

I wish heavens here soon.
It will, i hope.

PRINCESS.

♥ 12/06/2009 02:26:00 AM