How I wish, I hadnt deleted all my previous bloggings which had
all that SHITS in it.
It's pretty cool reading back and realising how life was back then .
But I guess, I wouldnt have moved on if I left it. TOO many memories man.
I just wish you kept your word
like you said you would
It would have saved me from getting hurt
for my own good
While everything went perfect
I couldnt even think of breaking apart
In my heart, you were the only one I kept
I just hoped you guarded my heart
I'm over it. Just felt like coming up with something. LOL .
This is for you
the one who's been giving me smiles
I dont know what I feel
I should let it go a lil relaxed
It's something I just dont wanna kill
So special everytime you text
We havent spoke on the phone
neither have we met
But I know,Im not alone
It's a time not to forget
Even if nothing happens
I guess it's fine
My heart softens
and starts to whine
Honestly, I want you to stay
No reason to let you go
No, I don't want to have price to pay
Cause Boy , I know you know
Maybe you just need the time
Clear your past
Not a crime
Cause I know you're not putting on a mask
If you're gonna leave
warn me please
So that I don't have to go on my knees
Cry as I freeze
Bleaaaaaaaaah,
now. THAT is what I call . FEEELINGS !
I'm sure you can feel that too right.
So , Feel my LOVE.
OH, now leaving all the lovey dovey feelings aside ,
I HAVE GOT SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT.
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaat?
YEAH, My RESULTS.
=/ . I don't know what I'm feeling,
but damn, I FEEL AN ONGOING WEIRD SCARED ANXIOUS NERVOUS SHITTIFIED
FEELING. yes. REALLY.
I can't be repeating how I feel to people,
SO , here I am. Doing it here.
DESPERATE MUCH.
Ehhhhhh, But seriously. Can I paused the damn time. =( I wanted to go temple, and now I cant.
Well, yet I take it as a blessing in disguise la okay.
QUEASY PEASY feeling . WTF , i dint even feel such for my first results.
It's different I suppose.
I studied my damn ass off, I SWEAR I DID .
& if I don't see the results I want to, HOW? =/
DIE LA. DIEEEEEEEEEE .
I'll hang myself, prolly really .
OH GOD, may you stay with me with good luck in my hands as I login to view my results tomorrow at 2pm.
Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeesh, okay Nisha. ENOUGH is ENOUGH .
Stop whining and going on and on and on.
SHUTUP.
I'll blog tomorrow , with a good mood .
Blah blah blaaaaaaaaaah.
& MAN,
just don't fade away. <3
Sugarprincess.BIANCA.Nishanthini.30thjune93
Don't bother bitching when you can't infront of me. =D.thanks
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