No messages !

And soooooooooooooo ,

Im suffering ,

It's just so bloody difficult to explain .

One side , I feel like im being the bitch .

But the fact is that ,

you don't remember anything of me .

you don't care how on earth i feel

you don't care any tiny bit bout me

NOTHING ,

and how on earth can you claim that you love me.

NOW, that part i don't get it.

I can bring in the past , real BAD .

I was being a real stupid girl then , but now . I'hv got BRAINs man, BRAINS.

You do not respect my words

You do not respect my feelings

NOTHING ,

and you love me ?

You're being a psycho , not a lover ?

You're always thinking I'm gonna fall for somebody else , or

I'm going out with guys , blah blah .

If you're gonna treat me right , why on earth would I right ?

I suffered , 3 years . 3 bloody years with you okay .

I highlight , SUFFERED .

Im not gonna bring in the past , cause I still came back to you . So what's the point .

But Im talking about after I came back , What on earth did you change ?

NOTHING , you're still being the hopeless one.

AM I BEING the guy , and you , the girl ?

You're just killing me , mentally. THAT BAD okay .

I do not deserve you , I do not !

I have cried a river for you Man . Seriously .

You're way typical minded for me to even get along with you .

The fact that you can tell me" Which guy have you gotten now" ,

OHmygod ? Is that what you tell the person you LOVE ?

Ohno , i forgot . You dont LOVE ME , you're A PSYCHO !

How difficult does it seem to get you out of my life now .

You threaten me , WTH . You're being a pain ! A HUGE PAIN IN THE ASS !

I stopped CARING how you feel , i have to .

If not , I'm never gonna get a life myself .

it's really not because I saw another guy .

Ihave been always waiting to get you outtuh my life.

So tell me , What I did , am doing. WRONG ?

So not right .

I just had to come back to you when I am in a very bad bad state .

If only I had brains . DARN !

What on earth should I do ? =(

How old is my blog ?

Geeeeeez, how old is my blog already ?

Been so long since I wrote here.

WOW !

10th February , A day not to forget. =)

I fell in love with your voice , the minute I spoke to you . Fell so hard with your voice .

I was trapped for the past , I don't know how long .

I have been doing mistakes over mistakes .

You're the one I fell for after "you know who" .

I went to the temple , prayed so hard that life should be better in everyway .

And then , I saw my messages , there you went asking me for dinner on Valentine's .

I Smiled Like there's no tomorrow .

If you plan to come , please stay. and don't leave .

I cannot afford another heartbreak . I cannot .

I don't know if I love you , but I know I feel for you THAT MUCH , very MUCH that I think I might fall in love so hard for you soon . SO HARD .

God , Bless me.

Love,

Nisha