To think about it .

I'm eighteen now.

2009 , 16 years old.

Met you in my friend's house
Fell hard for you
Met , knew you even more.
Loved every part of you

Mr.Browneyedboy , 2 years , and I haven gotten over you ? Believe it or not.

You're there with that girl .
how much i tried hating you was just how much I actually loved you.

I hate the fact that you're in my head

day and night, till I get to bed

Leave my mind

How I wish

Yet those few memories

How much I miss

Nobody like you

till today

But, I still hope somebody's out there

to love me in every other way

Even then , I doubt I'll meet one

I wanna be with the one I need

instead to being with the person that needs me

Too many people I meet

not one gives me that permanent feel

I love myself too much

to get myself broken again

and to feel all that pain .

-Nisha

How much I wanna in love.
There's someone now , I know
But, I don't feel it for him

That special , permanent feeling

it's different , just for a moment

and I stay with not msging/calling him

He's definitely not mine, not at all .
I dont wanna break him , at all .

I keep telling him

Who neeeds a man to survive?
Seriously , yes we still do.

=/

Im still young , why am I being that fool ?

Have some fun !

After my 8weeks man.
YOU GO GIRL .

Loveeeeeeee me.