when you think not, yes happens.

Ya know ,

today . 15th March 2012 .

I kept thinking that I was prolly pissing the shit outtuh him , by chatting up too much.

& thats why he dint reply. =(

LIKE THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY .

Then came a reply at around 7,45pm.

I was surrrrrrrrrrrprised. Well , honestly , not surprised. But, ELATED.

I swear , it's like. suddenly the headache and all my terrible sickness disappeared for that one moment. FOOOYOH , unexplainable. What do I call this ?

He had some bad things happening on that day =( , hope everything's alright actually.

SIGHS ! Poor him.

Well, it's be alright. God's with him. Must go temple , tomorrow morning if cannot how =( Aiyaaaah.

He's like pure happiness you know.

It's been months, ya knw. We don't talk everyday, but there's this feeling in me always and everyday.

why, I DONT KNOW. =( Honestly i don't.

They say, feelings more than 4 months is no longer a crush, IT'S LOVE. really ??

cause usually, when i have a crush, it fades away when we stop contacting. But this guy ,

NEVER DID. I really really like him . I SWEARRRRRRRRRRRR. Geeez !

I wont say Im in love. NO WAY. Each time I think I'm in love, eventually it's not and goes away.

BUT fuck all those, THIS ONE'S WAYYYYYYYYYY TOO SPECIAL . <3 <3 <3

It like lying on a bed of roses,

petals falling on you ,

sitting under the stars,

thinking about him ,

and falling deeper and deeper into my feelings.

Oh nisha, SHUT UP.